living well is the best revenge

Having wine at 2 pm with my lunch. Why not take advantage of this time? Still as confused as ever, and everyone keeps asking me what I'm going to do. How the hell do I know? I'm busy having bad karma, acquiring and destroying cars in Seattle. And drinking wine with my lunch. And attending public lectures at the library & museum that only retired folks, tourists, and random people like me ever get to attend. I am going to resist my depressive impulses. And if I start getting self-destructive again, I am going to try and enjoy it.