Reset to Zero

I am totally on the wrong path. Going back to school - at least this program - was a mistake. And now, I'm not sure what to do with myself. Starting to worry about all sorts of things, including money, which is why (I now recall) I held down that job in the first place. So I didn't have to worry, and no one had to worry about me. I am draining my savings and not even happy in the process. Not to whine here; I am just desperately searching for answers.

Feels like I am falling and falling these days and don't know when I'll hit bottom. When it will stop. Feels like a dream that I may, at some point, wake up from. It's possible, right? How do we know we're not dreaming? That maybe it's a dream that I took the wrong path. That maybe I'll just wake up and it will be over.